Confusion

My mouth wants to speak, But no sound escapes. My body wants to move, But my brain doesn’t listen. My heart wants to memorize, But my senses always denied . Why even my desire refused by myself? Why am I so broken? Why is it so hard? I can’t let you see how vulnerable I’m,Continue reading “Confusion”

मालूम नहीं

यह जो लड़ाई थी, जिसमें शामिल न तुम थे, न हम थे, फिर भी न जाने क्यों ये गरदीस थी? ये मौसम कि रूहानियत थी, वो हवा कि सर- सराती हुई बेरूखी थी, और सांसों की गिनती भी कम थी, और ऐसे में भी, तुम्हारा न आना तय था। मैं आज कि नहीं, उन लम्होंContinue reading “मालूम नहीं”

तेरे चेहरे की तारीफ़ है!

तेरे चेहरे की क्या तारीफ़ है हर चीज़ इसकी बड़ी बारीक है, होठों पर बिखरी ये मुस्कान है करतीं ये लाखों का नुकसान है, नाक के ऊपर कजरारी आँखें है जो सबको उलझाती हैं। पर जनाब, ये चेहरा तो सिर्फ नकाब है ये तो मासूमो को फ़साने का जाल है, कई लोगों को इस चेहरेContinue reading “तेरे चेहरे की तारीफ़ है!”

क्या मुझसे मिलने आयी हो?

क्या मुझसे मिलने आयी हो? कह दो ना तुम, एक बार के लिए ही सही, बस कह दो कि तुम मुझसे मिलने आयी हो, सच कहता हूं, कोई और कारण रोक नहीं पाएगा मुझे, तुमसे मिलने से, बस तुम एक बार कह दो कि तुम मुझसे मिलने आयी हो। सच कहता हूं, अब मुझे फर्कContinue reading “क्या मुझसे मिलने आयी हो?”

Feelings, oh feelings!

Because i shifted myself over you, You hurt me with your careless insults. They cut through me like a knife, But blood doesn’t comes out, So that it cured by expert surgeon. Like nails were driven into my heart and soul, So I went to live in the woods, To make it easier for meContinue reading “Feelings, oh feelings!”

There is always a ‘but’

I type, type and keep on typing. Without wasting a second even for comma while typing. I write all I want to tell you. I write all I want you to know. My fingers and feelings synchronised. Full stop. I am ready to click ‘send’. But, I stop. I erase all the words. I won’tContinue reading “There is always a ‘but’”

Par Aaj

Bachpan mai aksar ek sawal guzar jaya karta tha, Har 2-4 dino pe, har hafte ya phir mahine, Par guzar ke jarur jaya karta tha, Aakhir Bade hoke kya ban na hai?? Kabhi josh sai keh deta tha doctor, To kabhi Engineer ,pilot , ya phir police, Jawab hamesha badalta pur tayar rehta tha, KiContinue reading “Par Aaj”

I goes through an accident

I go through an accident, Not physically but heartedly, In the middle of an ordinary day, A miracle happened. I get shocked, My eyes got paused but, My heart accelerated very fast, Its seeems an electric shock moving ups and down, I just lost the sensation of my sense organs, Is it result of thatContinue reading “I goes through an accident”

Headache

I’m suffering through headache, Or let me say my mind is the one going through the  pain. The pain goes down through my heart, rips through my rib cages. It just crushed my body all oviously… The pain of having to think about you 24/7. The pain of wondering what else thing are you doing.Continue reading “Headache”

Its journey to the destination

Its journey to the destination, Like of forming a tree. By making first look as the seed, Hate as the seeding, Gazing as the pullulation, And unfriend relationship as sapling. Now its time to provide appropriate nutrition, Thinking is like sunlight, Talking is like water, Waiting eagerly to atleast see a look is like chlorophyll,Continue reading “Its journey to the destination”

Khayalat

Kuch kehte hai pyar aapko andha bana deta hai, Kuch to pyar ko hi andha bana dete hai, Par kya bolu unse jo pyar mai bhi dekhna chahte hai. Kuch ankho mai khote hai, Kuch bato mai khote hai, Pur apni duniya kuch alag hai, Hum to har ek saas mai khote hai. Kuch passContinue reading “Khayalat”

Alfaaz kuch aise hai jo lafzoo me zaya nahi ho sakta

Alfaaz kuch aise hai jo lafzoo me zaya nahi ho sakta, Tarif hi unki kuch aisi hai jo chand lamho mai baya nahi ho sakta, Har ek rza kuch aisi hai unki ki mehfilo me bedaga nahi ho sakta, Har yaad kuch aisi hai unki ki mehkhano me bhi behasa nahi ho sakta. Tafif bhiContinue reading “Alfaaz kuch aise hai jo lafzoo me zaya nahi ho sakta”

Fallen

I have completely fallen for you, Everything you do, Everything you say, Everything you are. You’r my first thaught in morning, You’r my last thaught before I fall asleep, And you’r almost every thought in between. You have no idea about the amount of happiness, That you brought in my life, Which is even moreContinue reading “Fallen”

Having best birthday ever!!!

You’re a real sweetheart. You’re a spoonful of sugar, a drop of syrup and a dot of honey, Have the sweetest birthday ever!!!! This is a virtual hug and a kiss for your birthday, in the form of the lovely Poetry for you. Here’s wishing that you get the warmest hugs and kisses from friendsContinue reading “Having best birthday ever!!!”

Sudden Action

I feel like l have known your whole lives, I didn’t think that I have ever been connected with anyone like the way i have been with you, When I looks into your eyes thats i feel it, That sudden sense of hope give me hope, You make things okay, No one can do thatContinue reading “Sudden Action”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VII

And the question I ask myself a lot is, if I barely even knew you, why did it hurt so badly when you left? That’s why I don’t like remembering you, because every time I think of you, Unwillingly my mind think of how you hurt me, Can you change this?? What…….if yess, Then pleaseContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VII”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VI

I barely even knew you so when I remember you, I shouldn’t be so sour. I’m not one to harbor always positive feelings, but I think if there’s any positivity within me most of it is harbored with you. And that’s the thing, I even i don’t know  , because you came into my lifeContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VI”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-V

I barely even knew you, so you really shouldn’t matter. I shouldn’t do a double-take every time someone who looks like you sits across from me on the metro. I shouldn’t be worrying about what will happen if I run into you when I visit a part of the colony I know you frequent. YourContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-V”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-III

I barely even knew you, yet every time I walk by that lame where we met, the one with an absurdly long cocktail and way too many gathering , I silently cringe. I hate when anyone suggests me to go there, not because I associate it with you, but because that place just sucks bczContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-III”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-II

I barely even knew you, yet every time my friends and I catch up, you somehow come up in conversation. Every time I think about my first day in the school, I remember that god damn you helped me build when I first moved in. My feeling full of attitude first time crashed,  it’s likeContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-II”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-I

I barely even knew you when I really think about it. I knew the part of your life you shared with me,  but even that was slim. I knew the little things you told me about yourself, your favorite movie, your favorite actor, your favorite food, your mood swing, but the other stuff, I neverContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-I”

My Argument

I don’t need a reason to love you, I don’t need to answer questions of others Concerning you. My heart knows you and that is enough to close all the shaken believers, Who have lost their faith in love. You were born in me but don’t know is same born in you, We feed ofContinue reading “My Argument”

Pistol like "Heart"

The day started out like any other, I was completely unaware about what was to happen, I entered the room and looked around, When I saw you,i felt my heart shudder. Everyone else just melted away, Until there was only you and me in the situation, I could feel my heart beating in my chest,Continue reading “Pistol like "Heart"”

जरिया किताबो का 

ढूंड तो में तुम्हे रहा था, बस जरिया कितबो का था।।   हम तो सोशल मीडिया इस्तेमाल किया करते थे, पर आज बैठ कर यादे लिखे जा रहे है।। जब मालूम ही था की तुम आखरी पन्ने में हो, फिर भी हर पन्ना किसी उम्मीद में बदले जा रहे थे।। में ने तो किताब कीContinue reading “जरिया किताबो का “