Confusion

My mouth wants to speak, But no sound escapes. My body wants to move, But my brain doesn’t listen. My heart wants to memorize, But my senses always denied . Why even my desire refused by myself? Why am I so broken? Why is it so hard? I can’t let you see how vulnerable I’m,Continue reading “Confusion”

सर्कस निर्णय का

जीवन की डोर दूसरो को थामने का अवसर न दें। अपने जीवन को अपने तरीके से अौर अपने लिए जिये ना कि दूसरो के लिए। सर्कस और नेशनल पार्क में क्‍या अंतर है! जो दोनों जगह गए हैं, वही असली बात बयां कर सकते हैं। जो नहीं गए, वह दूसरों के अनुभव के आधार परContinue reading “सर्कस निर्णय का”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VIII

But regardless of how quickly you left,  or how much time we spent together,  or whether your leaving was bad enough to be considered ‘heartbreak,’  I’m glad you taught me what love isn’t.  Because it helped me finding the love , which I expecting from you.  Even though it hurt, but your leaving must  led meContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VIII”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VII

And the question I ask myself a lot is, if I barely even knew you, why did it hurt so badly when you left? That’s why I don’t like remembering you, because every time I think of you, Unwillingly my mind think of how you hurt me, Can you change this?? What…….if yess, Then pleaseContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VII”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VI

I barely even knew you so when I remember you, I shouldn’t be so sour. I’m not one to harbor always positive feelings, but I think if there’s any positivity within me most of it is harbored with you. And that’s the thing, I even i don’t know  , because you came into my lifeContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VI”

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-IV

I barely even knew you, so why is every memory of you and I together stained with regret? Why can’t I just completely forget you? How the hell do you find your way back in? I wish I were more like those little ant traps you stick around the house. The ants flock in onlyContinue reading “ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-IV”

My Argument

I don’t need a reason to love you, I don’t need to answer questions of others Concerning you. My heart knows you and that is enough to close all the shaken believers, Who have lost their faith in love. You were born in me but don’t know is same born in you, We feed ofContinue reading “My Argument”

Unhidden Secrets

Before I met u, I felt that I couldn’t love anyone, That nobody would be able to fill the void in my heart, But that all changed when I met u…  Then I came to realize you were always on my mind from first look. You’re funny and sweet, You make me laugh and smileContinue reading “Unhidden Secrets”

Gloom AND Doom

If I thought for just one moment that this would be my last breath, I’d tell you I’ll love you forever, even beyond death.   If I thought for just one moment that your face would be the last I’d see, I’d take a million pictures and save them just for me. If I thoughtContinue reading “Gloom AND Doom”

दलील

युद्ध स्तर पर हमने तुम से बात की थी, पर तुम तोे नेताओं की तरह मुकर गये।  हम ने तुमसे एक snifter की गिलास क्या मांगा? तुमने हमे नसेरी बना दिया। हम उस काले घने आशमा की तरह थे, पर तुम तो हवा बनके उस पे भी अपना अधिकार कर बैठी।  आरजू तो बस इतनीContinue reading “दलील”

Khoj…..Khud ki!!!!

Ek baar wakt ne mujhse sabal  puch dala, Bhai mujhe Apne aap se milba do, Wo itni jaldi harta nahi tha, Phir aaj kya hua jo gumnaam ho gya hai? Pata nahi wo kaha kho gya hai, Aaj hara-hara sa dikhta hai, Par sayad wo bhul gya ki bacpan me wo hamesa nidar ban karContinue reading “Khoj…..Khud ki!!!!”