आज कुछ अलग-सा लिख रहा हूं

आज कुछ अलग-सा लिख रहा हूं, बस उसे सोच कर शब्दों को जोड़ रहा हूं, वो लम्हे, वो बिताए हुए पलों को बड़ी खुबसुरती से कैद कर सजा रहा हूं। आज कुछ हसीन-सा लिख रहा हूं, बात पहली मुलाकात की कर रहा हूं, वो नैनों की लड़ाई, और बात-बात पर झगड़ना और फिर प्यार से

Confusion

My mouth wants to speak, But no sound escapes. My body wants to move, But my brain doesn’t listen. My heart wants to memorize, But my senses always denied . Why even my desire refused by myself? Why am I so broken? Why is it so hard? I can’t let you see how vulnerable I’m,

मालूम नहीं

यह जो लड़ाई थी, जिसमें शामिल न तुम थे, न हम थे, फिर भी न जाने क्यों ये गरदीस थी? ये मौसम कि रूहानियत थी, वो हवा कि सर- सराती हुई बेरूखी थी, और सांसों की गिनती भी कम थी, और ऐसे में भी, तुम्हारा न आना तय था। मैं आज कि नहीं, उन लम्हों

क्या मुझसे मिलने आयी हो?

क्या मुझसे मिलने आयी हो? कह दो ना तुम, एक बार के लिए ही सही, बस कह दो कि तुम मुझसे मिलने आयी हो, सच कहता हूं, कोई और कारण रोक नहीं पाएगा मुझे, तुमसे मिलने से, बस तुम एक बार कह दो कि तुम मुझसे मिलने आयी हो। सच कहता हूं, अब मुझे फर्क

Feelings, oh feelings!

Because i shifted myself over you, You hurt me with your careless insults. They cut through me like a knife, But blood doesn’t comes out, So that it cured by expert surgeon. Like nails were driven into my heart and soul, So I went to live in the woods, To make it easier for me

पर अब, तुमसे प्यार नहीं है

नींद तो अब भी नहीं आती, भुख तो अब भी नहीं लगती, दिल और दिमाग की लड़ाई तो अब भी होती है, पर अब, तुमसे प्यार नहीं है। तेरे नाम पे आज भी चुप हो जाता हूँ, आज भी बोलते- बोलते लड़खड़ा जाता हूँ, कभी- कभी ही सही, पर तुम्हें याद तो आज भी कर

There is always a ‘but’

I type, type and keep on typing. Without wasting a second even for comma while typing. I write all I want to tell you. I write all I want you to know. My fingers and feelings synchronised. Full stop. I am ready to click ‘send’. But, I stop. I erase all the words. I won’t

Meri Aadate

Maine uss gali mai jaana chhod diya Jis se teri buu aati hai. Mai ne unn rato se bair krr liya Jo teri yaad dilati hai. Maine khud se milna chhod dya, Kyuki wo tumhara hua krta tha. Mai ne saaas lena bhi chor diya Sayad wo hawa tujhe Chuu ke guzri ho. Maine Sona

Loving someone is difficult!

Its like hamering the heart, Freezing of sensation, Barking of mind and fighting with hooligan heart. We love, and we expect to be loved back. When we don’t get the much-expeected in bonding, Out involvement gives us pain! We care, we yearn, we wait, We spend every second of our life, Thinking about that one

Its journey to the destination

Its journey to the destination, Like of forming a tree. By making first look as the seed, Hate as the seeding, Gazing as the pullulation, And unfriend relationship as sapling. Now its time to provide appropriate nutrition, Thinking is like sunlight, Talking is like water, Waiting eagerly to atleast see a look is like chlorophyll,

Khayalat

Kuch kehte hai pyar aapko andha bana deta hai, Kuch to pyar ko hi andha bana dete hai, Par kya bolu unse jo pyar mai bhi dekhna chahte hai. Kuch ankho mai khote hai, Kuch bato mai khote hai, Pur apni duniya kuch alag hai, Hum to har ek saas mai khote hai. Kuch pass

Having best birthday ever!!!

You’re a real sweetheart. You’re a spoonful of sugar, a drop of syrup and a dot of honey, Have the sweetest birthday ever!!!! This is a virtual hug and a kiss for your birthday, in the form of the lovely Poetry for you. Here’s wishing that you get the warmest hugs and kisses from friends

Sudden Action

I feel like l have known your whole lives, I didn’t think that I have ever been connected with anyone like the way i have been with you, When I looks into your eyes thats i feel it, That sudden sense of hope give me hope, You make things okay, No one can do that

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VIII

But regardless of how quickly you left,  or how much time we spent together,  or whether your leaving was bad enough to be considered ‘heartbreak,’  I’m glad you taught me what love isn’t.  Because it helped me finding the love , which I expecting from you.  Even though it hurt, but your leaving must  led me

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-VII

And the question I ask myself a lot is, if I barely even knew you, why did it hurt so badly when you left? That’s why I don’t like remembering you, because every time I think of you, Unwillingly my mind think of how you hurt me, Can you change this?? What…….if yess, Then please

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-V

I barely even knew you, so you really shouldn’t matter. I shouldn’t do a double-take every time someone who looks like you sits across from me on the metro. I shouldn’t be worrying about what will happen if I run into you when I visit a part of the colony I know you frequent. Your

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-IV

I barely even knew you, so why is every memory of you and I together stained with regret? Why can’t I just completely forget you? How the hell do you find your way back in? I wish I were more like those little ant traps you stick around the house. The ants flock in only

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-III

I barely even knew you, yet every time I walk by that lame where we met, the one with an absurdly long cocktail and way too many gathering , I silently cringe. I hate when anyone suggests me to go there, not because I associate it with you, but because that place just sucks bcz

ThErAuPtIc…LoVe-II

I barely even knew you, yet every time my friends and I catch up, you somehow come up in conversation. Every time I think about my first day in the school, I remember that god damn you helped me build when I first moved in. My feeling full of attitude first time crashed,  it’s like

जरिया किताबो का

ढूंड तो में तुम्हे रहा था, बस जरिया कितबो का था।।   हम तो सोशल मीडिया इस्तेमाल किया करते थे, पर आज बैठ कर यादे लिखे जा रहे है।। जब मालूम ही था की तुम आखरी पन्ने में हो, फिर भी हर पन्ना किसी उम्मीद में बदले जा रहे थे।। में ने तो किताब की

Is U Turn in Ur Breathe?

Ur breathe My breathe Ur life My life. Shining of sun Glomming of moon Cacaphony of sewage Melody of waves. Ur attitude seems to be tide, Collapse you or me without ur excide. &_Keshav Sawarn © 2017 LoSeAcTiOn All rights reserved. 

Khoj…..Khud ki!!!!

Ek baar wakt ne mujhse sabal  puch dala, Bhai mujhe Apne aap se milba do, Wo itni jaldi harta nahi tha, Phir aaj kya hua jo gumnaam ho gya hai? Pata nahi wo kaha kho gya hai, Aaj hara-hara sa dikhta hai, Par sayad wo bhul gya ki bacpan me wo hamesa nidar ban kar

Pain……..!!!

My twisted heart without any notice, Goes out of functioning, Your twisted words, Smoothy slipped off of your mouth, Your pale face, I wanted to paint  With the sunrise, you found in my eyes Red lights, empty streets  Grey sky, I am coming to you to please Stay with me, now I fear these chaos