Is it contaminated Feeling??You can better understand it.
Out of my mouth.
I have lied.
Out of my heart.
I have committed murder and unfaithfulness.
I have committed adultery too.
Not to mention your name, lying and stealing with myself.
Many times without realizing or even thinking
I had really done anything wrong.
In fact, my record was clean compared to others.
As long as, I was “good” by some standard,
there was nothing wrong with me and my actions.
I was perfectly fine with my situation and my conclusion.
My whole life revolved around U, U and U.
What I want.
What I need.
My emotions and feelings.
Getting what I can get free of cost.
It had never been about myself.
I never took the time to ask u
if what I had chosen for myself
was what u had been in stored for me.
I just did my own thing,
my own way,
on my own time.
I had been serving the world a full passion every day,
a willing participant in my own destruction.
I claimed to like U and your Word
yet my actions didn’t reflect that in atleast bit.
Even ur anger provudis me vitamin to survive
Nd what about my determination
That is going on even without my permission.
I expand my time to working and trying to be rich.
I’m not distracted by luxurious things.
I didn’t know more about “how the world works”
So I do about my own feelings and inclination.
That is sad,
to be so consumed with living a worldly life.
I was blinded by sin and your feeling.
Is really it’s contaminated Feeling???
&_Keshav Sawarn|© 2017 LoSeAcTiOn
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